Lost And Found In Blue (Iron Dogz MC Book 2) by René Van Dalen

Author:René Van Dalen [Van Dalen, René]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: René Burrows
Published: 2019-09-23T18:30:00+00:00

CHAPTER NINETEEN

River

I cried myself to sleep and woke up with a headache and puffy eyes. Staring in the mirror after my shower I thought about the talk with my beautiful boy and made a decision.

My prawns deserved another shot at having a dad.

I was going to try one more time. Not now. Tonight would be soon enough.

And if he blew me off again then so be it. I would know I had tried my best.

First thing though was taking care of the disaster that was my face. I could not go to work looking like I had cried all night. Regardless of the fact that I basically did.

I got a look from mum when I dropped Duncan off before heading to work. I knew the look. It said ‘we’ll be talking later girlie’. Later would be fine, right now I was still feeling way too fragile. Maybe it was all the hormones flooding my body or maybe it was the silent dread I felt about the call I would be making later. And after the way he had spoken to me the last time I had called him I wasn’t holding my breath that it would go any better this time around.

The man was obviously a pig and a bastard, but he was the father of my prawns and he needed to know about them. I did not like the idea of his fashion plate of a girlfriend having anything to do with my babies. Her behaviour in public had been super skanky and I didn’t want any child of mine around that kind of person. So I was going to offer him the deal of a lifetime.

Personally I wanted nothing from him. No money. No involvement in their birth. No relationship at all.

All I wanted was for him to give them his last name, the protection of his club and if possible to show up at important events as their father.

If he refused then he could just disappear, hopefully never to be seen again. As far as I was concerned that would be the ideal solution. The prawns would have his last name but that was all. And if it left a hollow feeling in my gut I was not going to acknowledge it. Not now and maybe not ever. They would be mine, like Duncan was mine.

But if I had to be totally honest, Duncan wasn’t only mine. He was part of the Sinner’s Sons family, they loved him and made sure he knew who his daddy was even though he was no longer with us. Duncan loved his uncles and looked forward to spending time with them. The club was helping me to raise my boy and they would be the ones teaching him how to be a man.

If the prawns were girls I would be okay. But what if they were boys?

Would Dagger and the guys step up for them as well? And what would the Iron Dogz do when they found out I had had Ice’s boys? Would Hawk want to get involved in their lives?

Shit.

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